I am myself...nothing like you, anyhow...

Yeah..So it happened again. no, won't let it bring me down. never again.
Why? why does it happen? why does it matter? Why the HELL do I care? Why the hell would I let that worthless self-conscious peice of crap look at me in the eye and tell me that it just want to be left alone with string of excuses? Why do I keep going back again and again? Why do I keep asking again and again?

Yes..cuz LIKE HELL i care! Like Hell, i have a heart! Like hell I feel! God help me for feeling, responding, asking being curious.

Fuck 'em all! I swear.
No more importance...why should I? just make me feel like a fool! just make me feel like a begger! Like hell I can survive without them! so far I have...in future I will too!

They don't need to understand, I do. I can survive without them. I can live without them in my life trying to mess me up. they are confused, restriced...why should I be? I am nothing like them.

It's like I will try to have somthing which I can't have. but that's how humans are. We try to get something which is un-accessible; atleast those who can feel and want. Yeah, so what? I am no exception. but the thing is...I am! I don't feel like you. I don't restrict like you. I do sweat in desire like you don't. I don't lie like the way you do. I don't blame me for half the things in my life.

I am myself...nothing like you, anyhow...